TGIF!!

Weight loss is such a funny thing. I went to my meeting last night feeling really good and was very successful. Finally I actually felt like I lost weight and I did. 3 lbs!! GO ME!! I say. This is finally happening…its finally working…I'm focused and excited and loving life right now.

So I talk to sarah…..

Sarah: so how did you do?

Me: 3 lbs!! I say all happy and shit….

Sarah: oh…..good. in her “is that all???” kinda tone….

Then later on I talked to my mom…..similar conversation…..

Then Maggie!! THE SAME FREAKIN THING!!

I realized that last week was a major loss…..but OMG!!….3 lbs ROCKS!!! I'm not on this losing marathon or anything like that…9 lbs is not going to happen every week…I'm proud of those 3 lbs. I would be proud if it was 1 lb!! I'm finally losing weight!!! And they were all like….”oh……well good” all nonchalant…….HELLO!!!!

Ok….i had to get that out cuz it was bugging me.

So yeah….ok…so your all not confused when I tell you that I lost 8 lbs all together…..my first week I gained 3 lbs…..then lost 9 and now 3. so technically my loss is at 8.2 I think Is the number…..GO FUCKING ME!!!!

I have to say I'm really focused. At times it’s not even a thought it just happens. I'm eating so much less and so much better foods. I don’t even give McDonalds a second thought in the mornings which is awesome!!! For me. I typically fight with myself and lose but now I forget I'm even passing it. and now that I'm going to the Y its just made such a major difference. I'm eating so much better. On valentines at dinner I only ate half my meal and gave the rest to Sarah for lunch at work. Left it in my car so I wouldn’t be tempted…and really I don’t think I would have been…..i have food at home I could have eaten but didn’t cuz its just not my main focus anymore. That’s really what it most likely is. I'm distracted. Big time. Which is a good thing. Its nice to have something other than when is my next meal to think about…..

and such a lovely thought she is…..heh

So my computer is up and running!!! YEAH!!! I actually feel whole and human again. How sad is that!! But really….its great to have it back. Only now I have a hundred updates and software to install……fun fun

OMG DID YOU WATCH GRAYS LAST NIGHT!!!! I hate that show for ending and making me wait 7 WHOLE DAYS!!! To come back on. Its really not cool at all.

I'm at work now. There is a problem with the server so I have nothing to do…..but wait. So I thought I would bang out this awesome entry to you folks cuz you know you love me…..hee!
You’re welcome.

Not too many plans for the weekend.

Clean, gym, bingo, sleep, play poker online with my friends….god I miss that!!

well i finally left work around 630 this evening. i came home and talked to Ms. Sexy all night.

This my friends.....is a good thing :)