Friday Night

oddly enough i don't know this person but i do know SOMEONE with a

SERIOUSLY SIMILAR OUTFIT!! HA HA HA HA

ooo...baby...im cracking my ass up here.....lmao

ok....sorry. hello!! how are ya'll doin?? I'm doing wonderful. not to much going on here as usual.....the weekend is going to be a quiet one. not even going to bingo cuz im BROKE!!

funny what happens when you pay your bills on time. ugh.

actaully im not completely broke..but i don't have the money to spend on gambling this week. therefore i forfiet my one thing that i do.....pitty me.

well i wasn't going to say anything but fuck it...its my blog. i can say whatever i want and who cares....but i ONCE AGAIN....joined weight watchers. and ONCE AGAIN...im going to give it my all and ONCE AGAIN....im going to start excersising.....and ONCE AGAIN....im going to lose this damn weight. i am not OFFICALLY at my heaviest weight that ive ever been in life....and for those who have been with me from the beginning (thank you i love you) know that i am 10 lbs heavier than my last "heaviest" weight. well done i say...go me.

don't you want to date me....LOL

but yeah....im actually pretty serious about this to the point where im joining the Y this week coming up so that i can get in the excersise i need and ill be going with a friend for a while (till she moves away from me) and i know that there are people reading this (mom) that are in panic mode right now....but seriously folks...i know what im doing. i don't want to die...this is why im doing this cuz honestly im a little scared cuz i know there are things going on within me that im not ready to face.....and so...before i face them...i want to lose this weight. and my other motivation is sex. i want to have sex. im 40, im horny, i need sex. simple as that.

tmi i know...my blog...your problem....LOL

i love you all i really do

seriously

OMG DID YOU SEE GRAYS ANATOMY LAST NIGHT!!!!!!!!

OH!! Let me tell you about my thursday night.....

i look forward to thursday. its GA night. and as you know im having this love affair with this show. its the only show i look forward too and really all i watch. tv is mostly on for noise....but ive now discovered music again....good music. sweet sweet music...anyway.....

so i go my meeting...blah blah blah....as i get closer to home im noticing its quite dark. hmmm....power outage....hmmm...pick up the cell and call the roomie....."hey...do we have power??" she says no....tells me there was a water main break on the main road and dumbass clipped a wire.....but as im talking to her and driving down the road im noticing lights and was like...hmmm....well they have lights....roomie says were on a different grid from those houses like 2 blocks away.....i pulled into the alley and am now in the driveway looking at the dark house talking to the roomie who tells me the power has been out since around 5:30pm (its about 7pm now) when it dawned on me........

GASP!!!!!

NOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!

Grays Anatomy is on at 8.

so now im upset. very upset......the roomie is a fan too and understands my dismay. she was pretty close to tears too.....we were both not happy at all.

so i walk into the house....candles lit...flashlights out....sitting on the couch in our coats cuz its starting to get cold.....catching up, talked about work....watching the cars go by......and waiting.....730.....still dark. they have 30 min. i have faith. so check the house...sump pumps...talk some more....make some calls.....745....still dark. still fucking DARK!!!!!

i was so not happy. cuz this was supposed to be an awsome episode...things were happening!!! ive been waiting all week then all day for this moment. 8pm....STILL FUCKING DARK!!!

phone rings....its maria. calling during a commercial to talk about the show...that WERE NOT WATCHING!!! "so what do you think is wrong with the girl??" she says......

well jee...i don't know...were in the fucking dark!!!!! so now ever commercial maria calls to torment us......LOL gotta love her. if we thought about it we would have went to her house to watch it...but that thought never entered out mind.

8:20.....lights flicker....we both jump up, scrambling like idiots, roomie checking the sump pumps and im trying to find the remote and finally get the tv on, roomies back and all is good with the world. funny thing....we were still sitting in the dark....heh

maria got us caught up on the first 20 min which of course i watched again today online now i can't wait till next week!

so that was my exciting night.

so im still not in love with my car. i like her shes cool....gets me from A to B...but shes not good in snow. i fight to get out of my driveway every freaking day. no traction what so ever. its annoying. i hope she does better in the summer. im not complaining....im happy to have good reliable ride..believe you me.....

man i have a lot of shit to do.

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"someone"= my best friend Maggie....lmao!!!

she hates me so much right now......ha ha ha ha ha