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Rest in Peace crocodile man.....You crazy bastard! I am really sad about this. I thought he was nuts but I also thought we was cool. Real.

so what's new....

Sarah moved out. Officially last weekend. She's gone. She's now living with a friends sister for the month and Oct 1 is going to moving to the city in her own apartment. She got approved today. I'm very happy for her.

this whole move thing was kinda weird for me. At first its what I wanted. We both wanted. I'm not really sure who wanted it more. Me cuz I couldn't deal with bullshit anymore and her cuz she didn't want to live the one rule I have. And so at first when it was really happening I sort freaked out and ended up talking to my friend who just basically listened to me cry all night......And now.....Its just quiet.

I have this space now and I don't know what to do with it. So many thoughts.first I know I want to paint. I have a month. She still has stuff here and we work together so its not like I won't see her.....Its just strange not having someone to come home too or wait for someone to come home.I know its for the best. I know it will make us better friends. And now I can move on with my life. As soon as I find it.still.....In the back of my mind is that worry. And its kinda hard to let it go.

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Sarah
You've grown so much these last few years. I know it hasn't been easy. For both of us. But I've never stopped loving you, no matter what I might say. You are a part of my life and will always be a part of my life, where ever life takes me. We will always be connected in some way.Remember how smart you are, don't take shit from nobody, and don't let anyone take advantage of your kind heart. Be careful out there. And you better call me if your ever in trouble or you need help, ill be there for you always.
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Somebody's birthday is coming up!!! HEE!!!well there seriously isn't much going on here. I have a lot of cleaning and re organizing to do and trying to find the energy to do it.

and I'm getting sick.