Signs of Life

Well here I am again. Its been a pretty time for me believe it or not a life is forming around me. I've made some great friends, I've been going out, I've been dating!! woo hooo my life has gone from a dull blur to the point where the phone actually rings for ME!!! MORE THAN ONCE A DAY TOO!!

somebody stop me!!!

so work is picking up to a nice pace. There are processes that are being put into place that are finally start to gear up and make a steady stream of work for me. Its been nice. I'm starting to understand the processes and as scary as it is I'm even understanding and USING acronyms.

I'm out of control folks.....out.of.control!

Sarah and I are doing much better. I have learned to stop being a "mom" and being more of a friend than anything. She needs to live her life and make her own mistakes and I will be there to pick up the pieces if they ever do fall. And for the last 2 weeks I think....We haven't really fought and have fun with eachother. Its been nice. I also think my newfound "life" took her by surprise and she now realizes that she's not the only one who can go out and have fun. Now I find her asking me when I'm coming home.....LOL. Its funny how the tables have turned. But its all good. she's a smart person (notice I didn't say kid) and I know/hope that she won't do anything beyond her limits.

by the way.....Sarah is gay too. Not my doing do don't even go there!!! She has this girlfriend that I DO NOT LIKE. She is totally wrong for her...But again....I need to let her live her life and make her own mistakes and be there for her in the end. That's all I can do, right now.

we've set rules in the house and they are honored. And that is all I ask.

ok....You can close your mouths now....LOL

I've been kicking some serious weight loss ASS these last few weeks. You can read all about it HERE!

life in general is AOK! I'm feeling better about myself, I feel almost young again. And it feels good.

ciao!
hugs, jeannine