Why Am I Here?

Another dreaded post about how boring my life is. how much it sucks right now. nothing to do, no place to go, just sucks.

im sure there are better journals to read than this......

im sure ill be singing a different tune in a couple of days when i start working again....at least then i will get out of this house. at least then i will have a car to drive to take me somewhere.....at least then i feel somewhat appreciated.

what happened to everyone? why is it that everyone is busy but me? how come im not busy? how come the phone never rings for me? how come nobody wants to hang out anymore? or hang out with me? what happened to all my friends? does anybody go out anymore? what happened to girls night out?? everyone is so busy. how come im not. i dont understand. is this a fat thing??

excuses excuses......

i think im just destined to be alone. here down under.

sometimes i just want to dissapear.

will anyone miss me?

Have a Great! Day