TGIF???

Normally I would look forward to Friday's and the anticipation of the weekend and sleeping the days away, but now....not so exciting.

I find it interesting that i can go to bed at 1am and wake up at 6am with no problem. If i had somewhere to go, like WORK.....I would be draggin my ass all over the place snoozing my alarm for another 5 minutes. but now....i get up, make sarah breakfast and lunch, drive her to school (even though i tell her that I'm not going to do this every day....I have so far) and i come home and here i sit till my eyes bleed searching and applying and emailing in the hopes that someone calls. Today I'll be calling temp agencies to work with me until something steady comes. unless of course the temp agency finds me a steady...that would work too.

I've been trying so hard to type correctly. I've gotten so used to typing like I usually do (no capitals, spell check) and although I am a fast typist, I make a lot of mistakes.

for example.....this is what i really typed. ive goten so used to typing like i usually do (no capitals, spell check) and althought i am a fst typist i make alot of mistakes.

get the picture. ive got some work to do. now of course I will spell check that and my mistakes will magically disappear, but when your being tested on your skills....you don't have the option of spell check or correcting your errors. so i need to brush up.

i think im going to take a break for a while and clean this room. this desk is a mess!! ive already applied to all the jobs available today....so basically there really isn't much to do there right now. i go back to that later, so my focus for the moment is getting this desk organized. get rid of some of this clutter that has been hanging around far to long.

i got my taxes done yesterday. that will help out for a while. i still haven't heard from unemployment yet. well they actually have until next friday to get back to me. so ill call on wednesday if i don't hear anything.

i went to walmart yesterday (to do my taxes) and i got to see a lot of people i didn't get a chance to say goodbye too and i couldn't believe the reaction i got from people. i knew i was loved but it was really amazing just how much. these people were angry that this happened. they couldn't believe that they would let me go when they could have easily just either coached me or some other measure, no fire me. they were really upset. more than i was actaully. i got a lot of love in that store. and i do miss it. the people there were great. even my manager who let me go. he was in tears when he terminated me. i knew it was hard for him. funny thing....i always said that if he was to ever leave the store i would follow him or find another job simply because he is just a great person to work with....and yesterday he was transfers to another store. i thought that was pretty funny. there are actually a few people who are coming and going. so maybe this was a good thing. i hear our DM is relocating and that they are getting the old DM back. bad news. i was also talking to the personnel manager and she said that i could fight it and get my job back in 90 days. who knows.....im hoping to be working WAY before then. like im hoping to have a job by the end of february. mama's got bills to pay!! so monday i'll be going to agencies and starting from there. this weekend i'll be brushing up on my skills. fun stuff.

so until then....have a great day!!