Day of Doom

So did you like the picture show from yesterdays entry? All the snow, my life at work? Did you especially love the "behind the scene" pics? I hope so cause that will most likely be the last time I ever make an entry quite like that since today was the last day of my employment.

I lost my job today. I can't even blame anybody but myself. I made a stupid mistake that cost me my job and its the unemployment line for me. Man this sucks. It was really hard for my manager to let me go too. I could see the tears in his eyes but unfortunately it had to be done. There is thing called "understanding" and its a big no no. Basically....Its holding items for yourself to purchase (or steal) later on. Even though I would never steal......It looks like that could have happened because its off the floor and hidden in a room so it appears like that might happen. And well.....Its always done and I always do it for others and myself occationally...But this time I got caught and well.....Terminated. So I'm kinda scared, kinda nervous having to start over again, kinda excited about the possibilities of a new job and making more money (hopefully) and just worried that it won't happen soon enough and I'm going to have to practice my "would you like fries with that" schpeal!! Ugh

so of course today is a holiday and nothing is open cuz if it weren't I would have headed straight for the unemployment line, but its closed. I found out today after doing some research that you can do it online which I think I will try and see how that goes otherwise I will be there tomorrow. I've already clipped some ads to call tomorrow and will be faxing tomorrow so hopefully I can get another job soon.

I'm torn between going back to retail or corporate. Do I want to sit behind a desk all day? Do I want to be a slave to the public again? I loved working at WMT. I loved the freedom, even most of the customers. My position with the company gave me an edge that most didn't have. It was a great job (except the pay) close to home etc etc....I just really liked it a lot. Going back to corporate America kinda scares me. What if the company folds? That's happened so many times to me. I could do temp work....That was cool. I don't know....We'll see what happens.

I guess I have something to write about now, huh.

have a good day
hugs, jeannine