brrr...

Its to damn cold outside. Now I don't mind cold weather....40's, 50's, but below zero....I can do without. To damn cold. Makes me hurt. brrr

hmmm.....I wish I can say my life has been so freaking exciting and I just have TONS to tell you about...But the fact is...I don't. Some things have been going on but not really all that exciting.

Sarah left for TX on Sunday to visit with her family for the holidays. She'll be gone for a week and a half and its kinda nice. kinda nice not to have to worry about her for a while. cuz when she's here (which she never is) I worry. Its peaceful, I come home without knots in my stomach wondering what I'm going to come home too.....I'm actually bored and I don't mind. I do miss her though. But even when she is here...she's never home. Ever.

the new job is going ok. I finished a week of training last week and Saturday was my first day on the floor. Basically just shadowing the store manager (who is 19 BTW....Ugh) watching her and she was teaching me as well. I did do some transactions but when it came to actually selling a phone....I just observed. I'm not really sure about this job. I'm giving it a month......If by the end of January I still don't get it...I'm going to have to leave it. There is so much technical stuff and so so many steps to actually giving someone service....That I'm not sure I can handle it by myself. Well let me rephrase that....I'm not sure I want to HAVE to handle it by myself. When I ventured out to make some extra money...I was thinking a no brainer kinda job. I think enough in my day job....I don't want to have to think that much in a part time. Make sense? This job requires a whole lot of thinking that my already tired brain might not be able to handle. So we'll see.

I met this woman over the weekend who I swear is like my double. We are so much alike in so many ways that I know we are going to be great friends. We hung out all weekend and had a blast. And NO...This is not a "potential"...she's already "married" and they have a child together. Anyway....It was great to meet her over the weekend and hang out.

I can't find my damn nail clippers. argh!!

so the holidays are creeping up and I have yet to buy anyone anything and honestly I really don't think I will either. I'm thinking gift cards. I'm telling you people.....I'm just not in the mood this year. Not one little bit. I hope that by next year I will be more in the spirit...But right now, the sooner it is over the better.

its probably because I'm going to be alone. Well I don't have to be, I do have friends.....But like....My mom is missing, Sarah is missing, my new friend is going to be away, so she's missing.....The house is going to be quiet....There just isn't much going on. No bingo either....Sucks.

ba-humbug