I know what Victoria's Secret is. The secret is that nobody over thirty can fit into their stuff.

So I still haven't found a home yet for the cats and now I have to shelter them. 2 of them actually. Claire is going back to its original owner and I'm going to keep Sofia. Ruben and ebony are the two that are going. Since those are Sarah's cats and she's getting her dog back, she doesn't have a problem with it. She would much rather have her dog and I'm happy to keep Sofia. This has been the hardest thing to do. Its no wonder there are so many cats on the road. Every shelter I called is full or not taking animals from the public, blah blah blah. I understand that and I'm not being irrational, but jeeze. These are two good, healthy cats that just need a home. I hate this. So now I continue making calls and hopefully ill find something.

I've been sleeping an awful lot lately. Seems that whenever I'm home and I lay down for a nap its like 4 to 5 hours long and then I'm up for about 2 hours and I'm back in bed again. I can sleep a whole day away and not think anything of it and still get a full nights sleep. Maybe I need to take vitamins. Or lose weight. Get off my ass and do something. I'm just not in the mood to do anything and its really pissing me off. But do I do anything about it......NOOOOOO. Sorry I'm just feeling sorry for myself right now. You might as well go onto the next journal. I'm just ranting here.

I'm just fed up with life. Tired of always playing catch-up. This move was a good one, but its like one thing after another. In my head the plan worked out so well....Being able to get the bills paid, catch up on finances, save some money...But every freaking week something comes up and I'm broke again. I have to say that this time is better cuz at least I run out 3 or 4 days before payday instead 2 to 3 days after payday...So I have to say that that part is much better, but still........When is it going to all be ok again?? Is so frustrating.

well I'm going to shower and hopefully wake up cuz I'm about 2 seconds from saying....."I'm taking a nap" and then nothing will get done today. Maybe a long hot shower will wake me up and maybe I just need to get out and drive for a little while and think.........

one of my fish died yesterday too. :o(